Tuesday, December 30, 2003

Single living 'creates eco woes'

BBC NEWS | Science/Nature | Single living 'creates eco woes': "The packaging industry feels aggrieved it is being forced to improve its environmental performance while the government shies away from the root factors of climate change: lifestyles and a growing economy. "

Monday, December 22, 2003

It's greed, not ideology, that rules the White House

Guardian Unlimited | Special reports | It's greed, not ideology, that rules the White House: "Those looking for ideology in the White House should consider this: for the men who rule our world, rules are for other people. The powerful feed ideology to the masses like fast food while they dine on that most rarefied delicacy: impunity."

Monday, December 15, 2003

InfoWorld: Tough talks to line the way to Tunis Net meeting: December 15, 2003: By : Platforms

InfoWorld: Tough talks to line the way to Tunis Net meeting: December 15, 2003: By : Platforms: "If the run-up talks to the world's first global Net summit in Geneva last week were tough, those to take place over the next two years ahead of the 2005 follow-up summit in Tunis,Tunisia, could be a whole lot tougher. Plenty of money and power are at stake. "

Monday, December 01, 2003

City Sight

I stood at the roadside across from Central station, intent on catching a cab to the Post Office in Surry Hills, where a mystery parcel awaited collection. My thoughts were filled with what I had to do before going out that evening.

I was only peripherally aware of the vehicle that stopped by me. Time slowed down as the passenger spat at me through his open window. The ball of saliva seemed suspended in mid air before landing at my feet: bubbles of expelled air suspended in glistening pool of bodily fluid.

The man laughed, locking eyes with me before turning to the driver whom I didn't register.

As quickly as it had arrived, the flat-bed truck re-entered the Sydney afternoon traffic and was gone.

City Sight

Stepping onto the train at Central, I felt someone looking at me. Casting my eyes around the graffiti decorated metal carriage, I found my silent watcher.

A little Asian girl was sitting on the seat at the foot of the stairs leading to the lower compartment. She must have been about 3 or 4 years old. Without fear or curiosity she regarded me as our eyes locked. In her hand she held a little paper bag. As I watched, her eyelids began to close, snap open and then slowly close once more. Within a minute she was asleep.

Beside her, obscured by the compartment's bulkhead, was her mother. The little girls head fell back as sleep consumed her, mother's hand reached over and slowly stroked the daughter's face. The disembodied hand tenderly moved the girls head into a comfortable position before reaching around her. Mother's face came into view and she planted a loving kiss on the girls forehead.

As I left the train at Wynyard station I took one last look at the peaceful face and the nurturing arm.

Sunday, November 30, 2003

Is this a sane society?

BBC NEWS | Americas | Woman crushed in rush at DVD sale: "Ms Ellzey said some shoppers had tried to help her sister, and one employee helped rescue the woman, but most people just continued their rush for deals.
'All they cared about was a stupid DVD player,' she said.
'I told them, 'Stop stepping on my sister! She's on the ground!''
Ms Ellzey said Wal-Mart officials called later to ask after her sister, and the store apologised and offered to put a DVD player on hold for her.
Wal-Mart Stores spokeswoman Karen Burk said she had never heard of a such a melee during a sale.
'We are very disappointed this happened,' she said. 'We want her to come back as a shopper.' "


Those of us that live outside of the United States will smile glibly and say something like "Only in America."

That is a comforting thought. Something like this incident could never happen in our society. But if we are honest with ourselves, we know it can happen, has happened, here.

When the stampede for material possession blinds us to wellbeing of those around us (or under our feet) can we honestly say that we live in a sane society?

We smile and laugh at "those crazy Americans" because, deep in the dark corners of our own psyches, lies the beast.

Like domesticated cattle to the alter of consumerism we are lead by the power of the free market.

There is nothing free about financial capitalism. It's own master and it's own slave. Power is a substitute for a fulfilling, productive, individuated life.

Dilate your mind.

Bush plans new nuclear weapons

The Observer | International | Bush plans new nuclear weapons: "'Why are they even talking about this now, unless something is planned? It makes no sense to us. America has the largest nuclear arsenal in the world, but it did not stop 9/11,' "

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

The enemy within

Guardian Unlimited | Special reports | America's enemy within

Who was it that said that a society is only 3 meals away from revolution was partially right.

As the masses lead their self-absorbed lives, the power hungry are in a feeding frenzy. They manipulate our perceptions through mass media, they suppress the freedom to think and to speak by using those institutions intended to protect us.

We pull the warm, comforting blanket of reality TV and designer labels over our faces and fail to hear the alarm call of economic fascism on the march.

Wake up and re-take your freedom.

Tuesday, November 25, 2003

I don't want your Freedom

Guardian Unlimited | Special reports | US pays up for fatal Iraq blunders

I read this article and tears filled my eyes.

What price freedom?

When is one person's security worth the death of innocents?

US Dollars to waive one's right to justice.

Like a cash rich bully, the US Administration can force its will with ham-fisted ignorance.

As a British Citizen, I am not without fault. My government is guilty by association.

We don't change things because we don't want to face the facts. That we live a brutally selfish age and we are all culpable. Ignorance is no defense. Avoidance makes murders of every one of us.

A USD400 Billion defense budget with provision for the development of deployable tactical nuclear weapons ("Bunker busters") that can be targeted against "Terrorists and Weapons of Mass Destruction".

One administration's terrorist is another economic migrant's freedom fighter.

Six million Jews died because a protectionist world closed it's eyes.

How many will die this time?

I don't want your Freedom, I want our freedom.

Freedom for all.

Monday, November 24, 2003

Who fears?

BBC NEWS | Americas | Bush approves $400bn defence bill: "Mr Bush said the US faced enemies who measured progress by chaos, fear and death"

With a defense budget more than twice that of the combined totals of Russia, China, Japan and the UK, who is the most fearful?

Monday, November 17, 2003

ZDNet UK - News - 'Secret' RFID test draws consumer ire

ZDNet UK - News - 'Secret' RFID test draws consumer ire

Just when I have been struggling with the sticky problem of whether society has a right/duty to shape an idividuals perception in order to bring about a more human society, this story emerges.

Anyone who reads this will article will feel used. Yet, we are bombarded with upto 2,500 indivdual marketing messages every day of our lives. We have been sold the paradigm that it is ok to have marketing/advertising subliminally shape our buying decisions while simultaneously holding an abject fear of propoganda and other "mind-altering" techniques.

Perception is reality.

Reclaim your reality.

A Selfless Act of Giving

I left the office at 17:30. The sky was an angry grey and the pavement was already wet, but I decided to risk the inevitable down pour in order to sample the pure delight of taking the ferry across the harbour.

As I reached Milsons Point, the fine droplets turned into a down pour. I stood on the wharf, wearing just jeans and a shirt, not eschewing the wetness, but welcoming it, a reminder of the now.

Around me were 4 individuals with umbrella, all trying hard not to make eye contact with me. I smiled at the sensation of the rain, soaking my shirt and caressing my face.

Just then, one of the umbrella bearing women beckoned to me to share her shelter. We stood there, for 5 minutes before the boat tied up at the wharf and we boarded.

I took the moment to thank her for her generosity and she disappeared into the crowd of passengers.

Whoever you are -- Namaste

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

Thought for the Day

Power is an exchange of perceptions based on mutually negative self-images.

When both parties in a social exchange have a positive self-image, there is no need to seek solace in dominant or submissive behavior.

We are no better or worse, no stronger or weaker.

We just are.

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

Perception meets Freedom of Speech

News: "American officials want a distance kept between Mr Bush and protesters, for security reasons and to prevent their appearance in the same television shots."

This is the tactic used in the US by the Bush Administration to spin the perception that no-one descents with the president. If you don't see protesters in shot with the president, then (obviously) there no dis-agreement with his policies.

All speech is equal, just that some speech is more equal than others...

Sunday, November 09, 2003

Live by perception, die by perception

BBC NEWS | Americas | McDonald's anger over McJob entry

McDonald's unhappy about an entry that alludes to the prospect of an employee working in one of their franchises.

A dictionary reflects the living language. If "McJob" is "an inaccurate description of restaurant employment" then perhaps the language that spawned it is somehow misguided.

But McDonalds, like all public listed companies, are driven by their share holders to return greater value year-on-year. Profit is no longer enough. Growth is all that matters. When that happens, marketing is required -- to sell the dream, to sell the simulacrum of some reality.

"Perception is reality."

Hello Ronald, welcome to the flipside.

Microsoft unwilling to budge on one-price policy

ZDNet UK - News: "'When governments and companies move away from the emotional debate around open source and look at the business value, most will choose to go with a commercial solution,'"

The arrogance of entrenched power.

These governments are not making emotional decisions. Nor are they making purely commercial ones.

They are servicing their constituents needs in the most cost-effective manner possible.

It's just that doesn't play into the hands of a monopolist. Eastern thinking eschews Western capitalist thinking.

Thursday, November 06, 2003

Dignity

BBC NEWS | Americas | Jessica Lynch 'raped' in Iraq

Despite the sensational claim of the headline, it contains something that didn't rate so highly:

"in an Iraqi hospital, she [Jessica] said local doctors treated her despite a scarcity of drugs and threats from Saddam Hussein's fedayeen henchmen.
She also said she remembers an Iraqi nurse singing to her.
'It was a pretty song and I [could] sleep,'"


No matter how elements of society try to demonise those of another tribe, compassion is a truly human quality.

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

Wanted by Microsoft: Virus writers

From InfoWorld.com

This is a case of throwing money at the wrong end of the problem. Arrest one virus writer and more sophisticated ones will take their place. The virtual world is a battle field for those who see Microsoft's dominion as an extension of US colonialism into the digital realm.

Eastern thinking would dictate continuous improvement of the article (in this case Windows) towards perfection. Microsoft favors a Western perspective: Use personal greed to relieve the symptom.

The time for a change in paradigm gets ever closer.

Monday, November 03, 2003

Drive

BBC NEWS | Entertainment | US downloads beat CD sales: "Any way we can drive a consumer to purchase music as opposed to taking music is a win for the industry"

Don't tell me...

BBC NEWS | Business | N Korea economy 'faces collapse'

The capitalist will be crowing: Once again the system of is proved to be superior.

The facts however are obfuscated.

Superior in this case only means dominant.

There is no communism practiced in North Korea. It is a totalitarian regime and the two terms are not synonymous.

There has never been a large scale exercise of communitarian socialism.

Until we as a species are ready to forego our fear of change, we will not have a chance to taste the possibilities that come with a paradigm shift.

Or do we really want a global disaster to restore balance? Are we that incapable of managing ourselves?

Force and its consequences

BBC NEWS | Middle East | Spectre of Vietnam looms over Iraq

Thursday, October 30, 2003

Insight: A Rock and a Hard Place

Capitalism:

A public company is required to provide share holder value, i.e. Profits to the shareholders.

This drives a company to make more profit one year than it did the year before.

A Free Market drives prices down.

So if the price drops, how do you supply your investors with return on investment?

Charge more? Your customers go elsewhere.

Shrink the cost/expense base of the business? This can only achieve so much.

Offer more for a premium? You have to convince your consumer to buy the new product -- enter marketing, the generator of perception (perceived reality as opposed to actuality.)

The process is not sustainable.

We can effect change: We own the means of consumption.

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

What is a sensible precedent?

France may allow 'first strikes' on rogue states in policy shift:

"The shift may seem strange in the light of France's refusal to approve the US-led invasion of Iraq, which was justified by American and British allegations that Baghdad was developing nuclear, biological and chemical weapons. But Paris said there was no clear proof that Iraq held such weapons and that, in any case, a military invasion would not set a sensible precedent for controlling the proliferation of WMD."

Thursday, October 23, 2003

Perception versus Reality

Rumsfeld agonises over US failures in 'war on terror'

No surprise here.

Even with all the US Administration's attempts to weave a perception of control, they have no effective way of fighting a band of dissidents with a military geared to superpower conflict.

But how many more people must die?

Monday, October 20, 2003

Arab nations 'failing to invest oil revenues'

From the Independent.

"weakened the demand for knowledge"

Because knowledge threatens the entrenched powerbase.

One death a minute: toll of the booming arms trade

From the "Independent"
By Cahal Milmo
10 October 2003
"In Somalia, babies are named 'Uzi' and 'AK' after their fathers' favourite assault rifles. In Georgia, arms are so common that English teachers have been paid in hand grenades. In Yemen, the birth of a boy is greeted by tribal leaders with shouts of: 'We have increased by one gun.'"

Sunday, October 19, 2003

Impermanence and the death throws of Power

ZDNet UK - News - Internet telephony 'is not telecommunications'

An entrenched industry is now open to competition.

Telecos have had a monopoly on voice communications for decades. Voice over Internet protocol (VoIP) is a new technology that uses the internet to deliver telephony services. The Telecos see this as danger to their collective bottom line, because VoIP is significantly less expensive than their own offerings.

This will run and run. No incumbent power will relinquish it willingly -- especially when there are hoards of unseen investors demanding a return on their investment of capital (not their investment of labour.)

Everything is impermanent. Desire is the root of all pain.

When will we collectively decide we have had enough of pain and move into a productive, fulfilling and Human existence.

Thursday, October 16, 2003

None of the Above

by Duran Duran, 1993

"I am I
Myself Alone
Realize I never need to use no one
Money, Power, Holy Roads
Freedom puts my faith
in None of the Above"

Insight: Knowledge as the enemy of Power

It's no wonder that the intellectual is always the first target of an incumbent power.

Knowledge is the enemy of power, there for the wielder of knowledge, the intellectual, is the enemy of Power.

These are the people who see things for what they are: "The emperor is not wearing any clothes!"

To combat this, Power limits the opportunities of the intellectual to offer an effective alternative view.

Power drip feeds the masses with comforting trinkets to keep them from thinking: saccharine mass media, Organised Sport in fact anything the masses can submerge themselves in rather than actually seeing things for what they are.

Where is Reason?

BBC NEWS | Americas | US is 'battling Satan' says general

Western Christian Fundamentalism versus Eastern Islamic Fundamentalism?

The further human society progresses, the more it is swamped with information (Not knowledge, which is justified true belief in a concept), the more there is a tendency to shrink back, to wrap ourselves up with a blanket of group identity: Gender, Race, Religious or Nation.

Where is the rationality?

It starts with the right of the idividual to know. This is attained by the fulfillment of society's duty to freely educate it's constituents and provide it with free access to untainted information.

We must work to attain our rights and duties.

Hate, Love, Rights and Duty

BBC NEWS | Asia-Pacific | Mahathir 'hate' tirade condemned

When the history of this now comes to be written, it will no doubt contain a lot of references to hate.

Those future historians may indeed know more that new do. That there is a secret conspiracy running the world. Or that there isn't: that we are just self-obsessed children, incapable of seeing beyond ourselves.

We have become obsessed with Identity: Gender, Racial, Religious, National.

Yet we have not grasped our own Identity.Who am I?

When we know who we are as individuals, Love ourselves then the artificial divisions between the peoples of the world will dissolve. It's a mindset issue.

When we realise that rights and duty are two sides of the same coin, we will have chance.

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

SCO backs off Linux invoice plan: ZDNet Australia: News & Tech: OS

SCO backs off Linux invoice plan: ZDNet Australia: News & Tech: OS

As a critic of financial capitalism, I have followed the SCO/Linux suit/counter-suit with sick fascination.

The following quote from the article is wonderful example of how capitalism, and especially financial capitalism, abstracts us from the concrete world of cause and effect:

'In other news, SCO's stock surged US$4.97, or 32 percent, to close at US$20.50 on Wednesday after Deutsche Bank analysts Brian Skiba and Matthew Kelly initiated coverage of the company with a "buy" rating and a US$45 price target for the stock.

"Investors with an appetite for risk should, in our view, see an investment in SCO Group as the equivalent of a call option--with most of the risks and rewards often associated with options. The IBM lawsuit and the potential for Linux licensing deals offer plenty to be excited about, while failure could render the shares worthless, in our view," the analysts wrote in a report Tuesday.

Weiss criticised the report as "paradoxical." On the one hand, the analysts gave the stock a "buy" rating and put a high price target on the stock. On the other, they're "warning you this is highly speculative, that this whole thing could fall through."'


Deutche Bank (who have a "Passion to perform") are advocating investing in an organisation who's goal is to undermine an entire community.

The Open Source community is probably the first worldwide movement based on a common passion for producing something for community use without the need for a value chain.

When economists scratch their collective heads over how to make money from the digital revolution, they are trying to answer the wrong question.

That is because the paradigm has shifted.

Monday, October 13, 2003

SunnComm won't sue grad student: ZDNet Australia: News & Tech: Security

SunnComm won't sue grad student: ZDNet Australia: News & Tech: Security

When is property, property? When is it illegal to talk about an erroneous action?

Why do I feel that I keep seeing the emperor and he really doesn't have any clothes on?

Sunday, October 12, 2003

Do as I say ...

BBC NEWS | Business | Big Brother will see you now

"But she said there were no plans to use the Big Brother house for other recruitment drives.

'I don't think we will be recruiting our next CEO this way.'"


So an arrogant company uses and interesting psycometric test on it's new graduates. These poor programmed individuals will think it's "cool" and the "lucky winner(s)" will no doubt have a little more arrogance punched into them.

Meanwhile, the person at the head of the company, deciding the future of those are employed by the company has no testing to ascertain if he plays nicely with other children.

If I was a shareholder, I would be writing a letter.

Now shut up and work

Video adverting in the lift at work offering interview tips to hopeful applicants:

"Potential employers are not interested in boosting your career, so don't gush about how joining such a prestigious company will help your career."

Tuesday, September 30, 2003

Economy and Community

Property and Theft.

Another example of a dominant paradigm struggling with a community setting its own ethics.

Human society is in the grips of a huge pyramid scheme. It's called capitalism: Those at the top of the pyramid -- those with the most capital -- make more capital.

Those at the bottom make nothing.

The market model sets a cost on an intangible, whatever it thinks we can stand.

The market now does not tolerate this. It stands for nothing.

Economists are scratching their collective heads asking how to make money from the digital economy.

The truth is, there is no digital economy. It's a digital community. It fosters trade while resisting capital.

Community values

BBC NEWS | Business | US health care coverage shrinks

An example of a system in paradigm paralysis. The United States can only see a problem in the context of a free-market solution.

Universal health care is the duty of society to its constituents.

A society can provide the best level of health care to all it's constituents -- no one need have a second rate experience. All it takes is a shift in thinking.

What is important -- bullets or beds?

Thursday, September 25, 2003

Insight

Digital Copying.

If an object can be duplicated in exact detail an unlimited number of times and without depleting limited resources -- where is the value model?

This is the fundamental problem facing the packagers of content. They are placing artificial constraints by enforcing rights managements. The record industry are finding out that the nature of the content dictates how it will thrive.

A distribution channel is no longer needed. A gatekeeper is no longer needed. Making money from copying, is no longer needed.

This is the threat to power. We individuals are empowered, the anonymous authorities are emasculated. They will not go quietly into the night. How many more 12 year olds will be sued during the death throws of system that is on the wane?

Moments in the now

Standing cheek-by-jowl with other commuters on the train this morning, my gaze fell upon those of a schoolgirl who was staring into space.

For the briefest instant, I saw in that face all of human existence -- a child, an adult and an old woman -- and I was filled with profound compassion for all of humanity.

The ethics of employment

Smart cards track commuters.

Privacy threat or a genuine attempt to improve public transport in London?

I'm a believer in public transport. I lived and worked in London for a while and the Tube is a national treasure; the only way to get around while retaining ones sanity. But there are legitimate concerns with such data tracking.

Like any tool, I.T. per se is not inherently evil. It is the employer of the tool that decides if it's use is to be for good or bad.

Monday, September 22, 2003

Material property

The road to the extinguishing of desire is a long one.

I have divested myself of much property. I've sold my house, my car and a great number of my possessions.

What is left is core to me. Some clothes, some cherished keepsakes from my travels, a digital camera, a video camera and of course my computer.

This has traveled with me from the UK and contains music digitally copied from my own CDs.

With my drive to dis-possession, buying new property has to me become almost anathema. Therefore it has been interesting for me to purchase a new computer.

Today, I bought an Apple powerBook. It is a symbol to me. After 15 years using PC's I have deliberately chosen a Macintosh because it better supports my creativity. It marks where I have come from and my journey onward in the Long Now.

I don't want for much. I don't need for much. Very slowly, little by little, I am letting go of material desires.

...Even if I am buying the occasional big ticket item!

Saturday, September 20, 2003

Moments in the now

Talking in Liz's car, the conversation turned to the drug ecstasy. Liz tried it in the past:

"You feel at ease with people in the same way you do when you have become close to them."

"But that feeling is nothing compared to the closeness I feel to you."

Friday, September 19, 2003

Pornography

400 people are collectively worth 1000 Billion US Dollars. [view]

Every day, 40,000 infants die of malnutrition.[view]

How much is enough?

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

BBC NEWS | Americas | Bush rejects Saddam link to 9/11

So now we have no evidence of Iraqi links to the September 11th atrocities as well as no evidence on weapons of mass destruction.

What now?

Tuesday, September 16, 2003

Insight: The Middle Way and The Triangle

Extremes are counter-productive. There is a middle way.

The base of an equilateral triangle has two points at extreme opposites.

The third point is in the middle yet above them all. Seemingly superior.

Yet they are all connected.

The middle way is not superior, it is an equal part of the whole.

Monday, September 15, 2003

Fair

From dictionary.com

fairness n.

Synonyms: fair, just, equitable, impartial, unprejudiced, unbiased, objective, dispassionate
These adjectives mean free from favoritism, self-interest, or preference in judgment.

Fair is the most general: a fair referee; a fair deal. Just stresses conformity with what is legally or ethically right or proper: “a just and lasting peace” (Abraham Lincoln).

Equitable implies justice dictated by reason, conscience, and a natural sense of what is fair: an equitable distribution of gifts among the children. Impartial emphasizes lack of favoritism: “the cold neutrality of an impartial judge” (Edmund Burke).

Unprejudiced means without preconceived opinions or judgments: an unprejudiced evaluation of the proposal. Unbiased implies absence of a preference or partiality: gave an unbiased account of her family problems.

Objective implies detachment that permits impersonal observation and judgment: an objective jury. Dispassionate means free from or unaffected by strong emotions: a dispassionate reporter.

BBC NEWS | Business | Mixed feelings over Cancun collapse

...And the view of the rich nations is that the WTO should be overhauled to enable "more efficient decision making."

What is the definition of more efficient decision making? The opening of poorer countries trade and financial controls so that the large corporations and acquisition companies can make even more profit?

The free market is only free when it is fair to all. The asymmetrical concentration of power is not fair

BBC NEWS | Business | The poor should not cheer Cancun

A view of Cancun from the developing nations.

Darkness

I'm currently laid a little low with a springtime (Southern hemisphere) cold. Consequently, I'm a little lethargic and rely on the words of others to express feelings.

It's almost one year since I arrived in Australia. Upon my arrival I bought two CDs, both of which have been instrumental in my mental/emotional paradigm shift.

Peter Gabriel's Up album opens with this track, Darkness. For such a...er..."dark" title, it's positive content helped me see my predicament for what it was.

iÂ’m scared of swimming in the sea
dark shapes moving under me
every fear i swallow makes me small
inconsequential things occur
alarms are triggered
memories stir
itÂ’s not the way it has to be

iÂ’m afraid of what i do not know
i hate being undermined
iÂ’m afraid i can be devil man
and iÂ’m scared to be divine
donÂ’t mess with me my fuse is short
beneath this skin these fragments caught

when i allow it to be
thereÂ’s no control over me
i have my fears
but they do not have me

walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
the deeper i go, the darker it gets
i peer through the window
knock at the door
and the monster i was
so afraid of
lies curled up on the floor
is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy

i cry until i laugh

iÂ’m afraid of being mothered
with my balls shut in the pen
iÂ’m afraid of loving women
and iÂ’m scared of loving men
flashbacks coming in every night
donÂ’t tell me everythingÂ’s alright

when i allow it to be
it has no control over me
i own my fear
so it doesnÂ’t own me

walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
the deeper i go, the darker it gets
i peer through the window
knock at the door
and the monster i was
so afraid of
lies curled up on the floor
is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy

i cry until i laugh

Sunday, September 14, 2003

mmm bop

You have so many relationships in this life
Only one or two will last
You go through all this pain and strife
Then you turn your back and they're gone so fast
And they're gone so fast
So hold on the ones who really care
In the end they'll be the only ones there
When you get old and start losing your hair
Can you tell me who will still care
Can you tell me who will still care

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Plant a seed, plant a flower, plant a rose
You can plant any one of those
Keep planting to find out which one grows
It's a secret no one knows
It's a secret no one knows

In an mmm bop they're gone, in an mmm bop they're not there
In an mmm bop they're gone, in an mmm bop they're not there
Until you lose your hair
But you don't care

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Can you tell me? You say you can but you don't know
Can you tell me which flower's going to grow?
Can you tell me if it's going to be a daisy or a rose?

Can you tell me which flower's going to grow?
Can you tell me? You say you can but you don't know

Reconnecting

Maybe it's the time of year. Maybe it's synchronicity.

This morning I checked my email to discover missives from two of my dearest friends. I had not heard from them in a long while. Their words warmed my heart.

Both have journeyed far and like all of us (myself included), they have a journey ahead.

MB wrote:

"I’ve learned, ... that life's
what you make it and it’s easy to become stuck in a place and plod on
with life, seemingly stoic to what’s going on. You can see this when
you come back to England. People don’t express any happiness here.
"

JH wrote:

"I miss you old friend and I want to keep in touch properly. I would like to
share the highs and lows of my life with the highs and lows of your life
"

Guys, thank you for your friendship. You are two of the most truly humans it has been my privilelge to know. I look forward to re-establishing communication with two noble souls.

Namaste
Your deeply moved friend,
Paul.

Harvest for the World

Gather everyman, gather everywoman
Celebrate your lives, give thanks for your children
When will there be a harvest for all the people
When will there be a harvest for all the world
Harvest For The World

All babies together, everyone a seed
Half of us are satisfied, half of us in need
Love's bountiful in us, tarnished by our greed
When will there be a harvest for the world

A nation planted, so concerned with gain
As the seasons come and go, greater grows the pain
And far too many feelin' the strain
When will there be a harvest for the world

Gather everyman, gather everywoman
Celebrate your lives, give thanks for your children
Gather everyone, gather all together
Overlooking none, hopin' life gets better for the world

Dress me up for battle, when all I want is peace
Those of us who pay the price, come home with the least
Nation after nation, turning into beast
When will there be a harvest for the world

Thursday, September 11, 2003

BBC NEWS | Business | Rich and poor clash over farm aid

BBC NEWS | Business | Rich and poor clash over farm aid

The charity [Action Aid ] claims US trade representative Robert Zoellick attempted to bribe some countries into leaving the G21 with trade incentives.

It said Costa Rica, El Salvador and Guatemala had been offered increased trade quotas if they quit the alliance.

A spokesman for the US delegation said: "This is an outrageous accusation that is groundless."

The G21 was, so far, standing firm and new members were expected to join in the next few days, Action Aid added.

The big question now was whether the alliance could remain united, or whether "the US would pick countries off one by one", a spokeswoman told BBC News Online.



Here is the true battlefield. Here is where the poor will make their stand.

Observation

The enemy of freedom is ignorance.

The enemy of power is knowledge.

Early Morning

It is a beautiful morning. The skyline of the city is set against a roiling grey sky.

The pavement is wet with overnight rain. The tires of the cars that pass swish with thrown up surface water.

Occassionally, when there are no cars in the immediate vacinity, there is a pocket of near-silence.

There is just me and the city.

So starts another working day.

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

Australian recovering

Sky News:

Fatal bus crash in Scotland.

Australian man recovering.

Why do I care about one more than the others? It is natural to feel concern for someone close to us, but all life is precious.

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

Dawkins vs Buddha

The central question in my mind is this:

Self - ish or less?

The selfish will point to the works of Dawkins as all the justification they need: greed is biological, it is a part of us ergo it is beyond our control.

The selfless will offer the works of the Buddha: The Dharma and the Sangha.

The trouble with any belief system (Science or Religion) is that rigid interpretation leads to further problems. The science of eugenics underpinned the philosopy of the Nazis. Religion has killed more people throughout history than has pestilence.

The selfish point to greed being the primary driver of progress.

I contest that. I say that greed-as-a-motivator is a paradigm that has had it's day. It is no longer useful. It breeds pain and unhappiness, not just in the have-nots, but in the haves too.

We are at a point in human development where our mental and spiritual health needs addressing.

If there were some physiological blight on our species -- something tangible -- we would mobilise whole armies of researchers to find a cure.

Where is the army?

It is the community of indivduals that we call Humanity.

Head hunting

What a curious name. Recuitment agencies have re-branded themselves as "Head Hunters".

We market ourselves as desirable. Responding to recruitment adverts is passive. Most Professionals now talk of being "head hunted" instead, it exudes desirability. It enhances image.

But why the need for image? Why is there a need to project a veneer? Why is there a need to be something we are not?


Observation

The power of the nation state is a falacy.

Democracy is the opiate bestowed upon the populace by the anonymous forces of power.

The opressed feel their only recourse to the injustices imposed upon them by the anonymous power is violence.

Yet they own the means of consumption. This is the tool that can bring change, as was shown in India's case.

We know this.

What we are unwilling to acknowledge is that the changes we all subconsciously yearn starts within us. We cannot ask, nor apathetically expect, a government to make those changes. Government is but a reflection of the gestalt psychology of its constituents.

somewhere between ruggedly individualism of western thinking and the community-first based eastern thinking, there is a space that will free the full potential of the human spirit for all.

But that shift in thinking takes a commitment from all of us -- We get the government we deserve.

All of us deserve better, but that will not come unless we are prepared to confront ourselves, to make the effort to become free individuals. Not free from actual and metaphorical shackles, but free to be ourselves. When each one of can do that, we will have a truly human society.

The choice belongs with each one of us.

Insight 1

The workers do not own the means of production. They own the means of consumption.

Monday, September 08, 2003

Who is L?

Throughout this blog I have made numerous refernce to L. but who or what is L.?

L. is a she, an individuated person. She came into my life 4 months ago in a moment of synchronicity. I read a short passage written by her: symbolic and playful, hinting at a depth I have seldom encountered through this electronic medium.

We exchanged emails, each responding to the previous like musical variation upon a theme. When we met in person I was captivated by her. She is intelligent, attractive, creative, humerous and spiritual with a love of life that refreshes like a glass of the coollest, cleanest water.

We survived the date from hell to become friends, lovers, companions, confidants, playmates and co-muses.

I go to sleep in her arms and she awakens the next morning in mine.

We don't annoy each other.
We inspire each other.
We dance together.

When I need to talk, she listens.
When I listen to her, I see the world as if through another set of senses: all is fresh and open to enquiry.

She is full of grace: In her speech, her feelings, in the way she walks with her head held high.

Her smile warms my soul like sun.
Her embrace cleanses me like rain.
Her kiss has the power to excite and calm.
Her tacos are divine!
Her form is petite, yet her presence is significant.
Her qualities are manifold.

Her name is Liz.

ZDNet UK - News - Asian Windows alternative 'would raise competition issues'

ZDNet UK - News - Asian Windows alternative 'would raise competition issues'

So speaketh the monopolist.

The Gift

Someone was handing out DVD boxes at Town Hall station yesterday morning. Still conditioned to the psychology of "free", I accepted one, reaching out for it like a famished child grasping at a handful of rice.

The box was covered in tiny adverts for consumer electronics. I opened it with a sense of expectation, hoping to be surprised, only to be cynically rewarded: it was empty. Without pausing I deposited it on a convenient ledge as I descended the steps into the station. Nearby, there were other such the plastic and paper carcasses.

How many people threw their "gift" away? How much of a response justifies such wanton waste in the pursuit of sharholder value?

When will I break my own conditioning?

When will people awaken and see how they are being manipulated?

How much is enough?

Sunday, September 07, 2003

Springtime

This morning L.'s fever had broken and she was feeling more like herself. We celebrated with mugs of hot lemon and honey. It's citrus sweetness adding to my sense of well being at sharing a quiet morning and a celebration of life with a person who has re-affirmed my faith in both love and humanity.

The gym beckoned and I worked out for about an hour before returning to L.'s tender embrace and eventually our first coffee of the day.

This afternoon I helped J. clean up our appartment. It was a pleasure to perform simple house keeping when the sky was wide and clear and the sun felt so warm.

With my duties discharged I sat on my bed and communed with my domicile and thoughts.

It doesn't take much to reconnect with life. The hard work has been accomplished. I have stripped away layers of avoidance and dependence. I am not fearful.

I am an indvidual.

Not the kind that seeks differentiation in the trappings of the global marketing engine. Difference through inevitable conformance. No, I am one who is individuated by my decision to say "no more". Not just one, but at one.

Spring is a time of renewal. This springtime my emergence is complete. I am new. This life has begun.

I am free.

Communion

I am finding special moments in the now. Like Saturday.

The long week ended and Friday evening I joined my beloved L. to catch a movie at the Dendy in Martin Place.

Saturday morning we awoke early and enjoyed a simple breakfast of coffee and home made muffins (courtesy of L.) before heading over to the University of NSW open day. I was not impressed with neither the campus nor the course -- Melbourne still beckons.

L. didn't feel well upon returning to her place. She cocooned herself in a blanket and fell asleep on the sofa.

While she rested, I retired to the kitchen and made bread.

Without haste, I prepared the ingredients: Organic wholemeal wheat flour, yeast, brown sugar, salt, olive oil. Seeds: Pumkin, poppy, sunflower and lin. The Wet and the dry combined to become a sticky mass. Very soon it became dough; pleasingly pliable in my firm hands. For ten minutes I stretched and kneaded the elastic ball.

I left it to prove and I checked on L. who had the beginnings of a fever. Considering the significance for me of the this time, I didn't not over react. But her illness and reaction to it was a reminder of how far I have progressed these last two years.

After an hour I returned to my bread making. The dough had risen to twice it's original size, like some creature from a 50's horror movie. I turned out the dough, savoring the odor of the working yeast and enjoying the slow deflation of the mass. Some more kneading and before transfering it to the tin ready for a second rising and then baking.

By 20:00 L. had awoken, her fever burning her skin with a red flush. She felt cold, so I got her another blanket.

We feasted on chicken soup and fresh bread, before retiring early and sleeping a full and restfull night.

Thursday, September 04, 2003

Fairness

BBC NEWS | Business | US talks tough on Asian currencies:
'We expect our trading partners to treat our people fairly - our producers and workers and farmers and manufacturers - and we don't think we're being treated fairly when a currency is controlled by the government,' -- George W. Bush

Perhaps it's fair if the currency is controlled by unseen financial power mongers? And what of the millions of low paid workers in Asia?

What is Love?

Mature or Immature - How do you feel now?

Misty Morning

There is a light mist adorning Sydney's skyline this morning. It softens the harsh outslines of the tall buildings in the Central Business District with a blue-grey wash that makes the cityscape appear like a painted backdrop.

At Town Hall station, the train lumbered out of the tunnel like some behemoth from pre-history. A now before now.

Crossing the bridge, the harbour was alive with ferrys and sailboats, shrunk by the distnce into a plethora of aquatics insects. Sun shines throught he lattice work of the superstructure, imprinting the tarmac and cars with an intricate teselation of light and shadow.

The smell of people lingers in the cariage: stale musk, sweet perfume, acrid body odour.

The doors open and I am surrounded by the throng, racing for the stairs, to be the first to their office, their desk, their alloted tasks.

I smile and take my time.

And now for something completely different...

BBC NEWS | UK | England | Psychiatrist's joke 'world's funniest'

Something I thought about this morning reminded me of this gem. It makes interesting reading, especially in the post Politically Correct era, that we still have a sense of humour that is based on "superiority."

That said, the joke does make me laugh ;-)

Community versus Property

ZDNet UK - News - SCO prepares to send invoices for Linux

I work in I.T. -- at least for now -- and I have been following Linux for many years now. This story cuts across thought streams: Community, Capitalism and Selfishness.

A monopoly in the Operating Systems is allegedly good for the consumer. We can buy any PC and know we can run whatever application we want and manipulate our data.

However, that same homogeneity has spawned viruses that at best an incovenience and at worse life threatening.

Enter Linux, a community project. An operating system that is free. Not free as in "free from cost", but "Free to modify". This is an important distinction.

more to follow...

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

The need to be differentiated

An open plan office. Walking past "workstations" with low dividing walls.

Everyone decorates their workstation. A picture here, there a calendar. Sometimes there are collcetions of things, like the minature teddy bears in an ordered row, queueing up to pay homage to the yellow rubber duck.

We all yearn to differentiate ourselves, yet we seek the safety of conformity, of acceptance by our peers.

When is enough?

The need to be loved

A timely reminder of this old chestnut -- Lunch with a friend who is wrestling with this concept.

We all need to feel loved. It is actrually more the need to feel emotionally secure.

Love for the right reasons. But love yourself honestly first.

When is enough?

BBC NEWS | Business | US mutual funds under attack

The system trains us to be good units of productive work. Indeed the system cannot exist without our work.

From the moment we are able to comprehend, we are indoctrinated. "To work is good." "Don't be a waster. Get a job." The system needs us, we are employed by it.

We are indoctrinated to make money, then we are indoctrinated to disperse that money. To spend, to save.

In North Sydney train station there is a billboard advertising a shopping centre in Chatswood: "Today I didn't want to fall in love, I didn't want red roses, or a puppy. I just wanted to shop . Obey your shopping gene."

We save. And those savings are usurped. We give an abstract number to someone else, who aggregates it with other contributions from the indoctrinated and uses it to make huge profits for themselves. Meanwhile, they trickle fed back to us an ammount that is "competitive with the market."

Yes, we obey.

We lock ourselves into the cycle of abstraction. And as we do, we move ourselves away from what it means to be alive. What it means to lead a truly human existence.

When will we decide that we have had enough?

Good Morning

It is another beautiful morning in Sydney.

L. and I talked this morning. We discussed time, ideals, opprotunity, directions. We held each other. Everyday I spend with L. I love her just a little more. She has shared so much of herself with me. I am truly humbled and honoured. She has given me the greatest gift that anyone has bestowed upon me.

She has allowed me to love freely once more.

Yes, this morning was a good morning.

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

Financial Hegemony

BBC NEWS | Business | China defiant on currency rate

A call by the U.S. for the free flow of capital. Who does it serve? Who will be protected? The America workers who's jobs are being lost because of cheap imports? Or the speculators on Wall Street?

Soviet style Communism failed, therefore capitalism is best. Why do humans always fall back on the the zero sum game? Where is our sense of community? We all bleed the same blood...

Financial capitalism has caused great wealth for some and extreme poverty for a disproportionate many. Mutually beneficial trade is one thing, but making money from abstractions is another.

When we abstract ourselves from the now, when we think in numbers, bottom lines, returns on investment, collatoral damage. We are removing ourselves from reality. We are not living a human existence

How much is enough?

When do we stop consuming and exploiting?

When will we be happy with what we have?

When will we decide to start living?

Monday, September 01, 2003

Taste and awareness

Orange and ginger upon my tongue. sweetly it carresses my throat as it soothes and warms before reaching my stomach.

Blue sky spied through a large window and the structure of a crane. Air conditioned comfort. Headphones playing simple harmonics.

Another working day begins.

"And so it begins..."

Monday, 1st September.

It's 17:10. Another working day ends.

Right now, I'm sitting in front of a PC at work. Possibly this is a mis-use of assets, but I care not.

Even though I am in the now, I cannot help but think of the past.

1 year ago, Kota Kinabalu.
2 years ago, Fareham.
13 Years ago, Eastbourne.

Today? Sydney.

Next year? Who knows?

Am I fearful of that? No.

1st September. The beginning of a month with so many memories. How will they effect me this time around? I know not.

The future is a now that is not now.

And I live in the now.